MONKEY JUICES ARE GOOD FOR THE SOUL

GAH! So tired, I can't think properly! I only got three hours sleep last night/this morning because i was looking after my mates sister since she was fucked up beyond belief and would probably have like passed out or something if I hadn't helped her. A danger of alcohol! Won't stop me though!!

Went to see Madagascar today, it's fucking magic

This girl Rachel who is up on holiday right now has been hanging around with us this week and she's cool as... I finally got a decent conversation out of her last night! She's been quiet the whole time she's been up! Really pretty too, spent a good 15/20 minutes just lying on her bed talking to her last night which was a welcome break from looking after Lisa. I wasn't 100% sober at the time so I found it a lot harder than it should've been.

I fell in complete lust for her after last night too! However, it's made me realise just how much I care about Ronja because with Ronja I want more than I want with Rachel. I actually want something meaningful with Ronja. Something special.

I feel awful but I can't bring myself to go to bed, I just changed my msn name and didn't speak to anyone because right now I'm not in a real talkative mood. Although judging by this entry I am.

Anyhoo, nothing more to say as of now. May be back on later though, let y'all know if I'm any better ^_^.

Less than three to all my friendies. Toodles.